Fragmentary means

Where am I when I try to find
With gaze keen, a fragmentary green
A leaf, toad, a buddhist flag floats
I’ll seen

Who am I where I sigh and bind
With my spleen, this ordinary being
A blue, poet, this lines like boats
I’ll been

What am I when my own rind
With frosty blues, his nuances & signs
Unable to see and losting clues
I’ll ween

When am I with my maze mind
Founding losses with words alikes
Trying to find a way out true
I’ll fleen

(Gabriel A. de Paula, 14.2.19)